So I mailed the application over one month ago, and little progress has been made. We decided not to adopt from India because the child would be more than 2 years of age, and the wait time is long. So we then looked to Bulgaria because it also seemed to have a shorter wait time. But when we received more detailed information from Holt, the wait time was similar to India, and the children needing homes were also older than 2, more like 3-5 years of age. The reality is that all wait times are long now because of the changeability in the regulations, etc.

I did write the check to LFS for the Homestudy, but have not mailed it yet. Is it fear? Am I afraid of my dreams?